what;'s next?

This month has started out eventful around here! Jermaine spent a couple of days in the hospital and needs to go back but he like most people don't like them! Hope his leg doesn't fall off! I spent four days sick and now feel so much better. Work is still work wishing something better would come along but hey I can deal! We have contemplated on moving back to Springfield, MO but that is undecided. Life he is not going anywhere and it needs to soon. I know be patient, let God do his thing and that is exactly what I am doing! Just wanted to let you know that I have not fell off the planet! Missing my family and can't wait to go home! Hopefully this month!

the end of vacation...

well, tomorrow is the last day of my long boring vacation. I can't wait until I get to actually go somewhere for a vacation it is well needed! Jermaine is back home and things are going good so far. I spent some of my time filling out for other jobs. I like my job but there is just entirely to much stress and that I can't handle. My dad has been sick and I have been worried about him. I have the greatest parents out there you ask me. My mom has been working at a job and that good! I think it's good for her to get out! I just wish they would get out and come see me! I understand though. I will be visiting them in October so if I don't get to see them until then I think I will manage. I just hope that I get to see my SIL and nieces and nephews too! Maybe my brother will be back in town at the same time! Life is going pretty good. I am trying to be a woman and deal with my stepson's mother. I just don't get how someone can be so double standard it is ridiculous. I will just be glad when the day comes that she realizes I had nothing to do with Jermaine leaving her so many years ago and that she took Ant away from Jermaine not me took Jermaine from Ant. But so much is life when dealing with ignorant people. I know noone wanted to hear this but I just had to get it off my chest!

work...

Today we started something new at work and now I am doing all of the showers for my shift and skin assessments! I guess that is good and should take it as a compliment because the Unit Manager said she trusts me to let them know what is wrong with any of the patients! I enjoy doing the showers because it gives me more time with my patients! Gotta go out and buy some soap even though they do supply it...it just doesn't cut it! I want my men and women smelling good and feeling refreshed!

My baby comes home in a little over two weeks and I am scared, excited, nervous...a whole lot of emotions in one! I just got to keep praying that God's will be done and not mine! I know that we have a lot to work on and that is what is nerve wrecking. I have taken his word for so long and it just doesn't seem to cut it anymore but God knows what is best and I gotta leave it in his hands!

Looking for our own place really soon and hopefully it will be house! Gotta have a place for us and our three babies! Took a break from the softball thing but will pick it back up later!

Hope all is well with everyone and have a great week!

Just catching up!

Ok...so the whole softball thing is harder than I thought it would be. It is definitely going to take me some time to get everything together! Matthew Dickison is a busy place! Jermaine comes home in 24 days and I am excited about but I am sad at the same time. Not to sound mean but there is one person who I wish was coming home instead and that is my brother. Work is annoying but I gotta stick it out. I have never worked with a bunch of immature grown women in my life. God has a plan for me though...who knows one day I may be their charge nurse! LOOK OUT LADIES! I went to a Cardinals game in June which was a blast! I am trying to get a car but if one more person says I need a co-signer for 6-9 months I think I am going to scream! I haven't been on here much because I am hooked on Facebook. I need to play around on here so I can get creative! Hope everyone is doing good!

Phil 4:13

How do I...

Ok could someone tell me how I follow people or seach for people on here please!

God is Good!

This has been a great week! Monday I got to see my family but I missed my Moma at the Cards game (even though they lost) I had an awesome time with them. My neice was on the big screen with her choir singing the National Anthem (pretty cool!), work was good and today was even better. I am off today and like most days it was spent on the porch playing cards and listening to old skool! I did get to spend some time with our nephew (Cameron) who I haven't seen in almost a year. I have come up with a new goal today. I live in the city also known as the "hood". They don't have any girl's softball teams around here for the little girls and they have to play baseball with the guys. I don't find that fair because when they get into school and able to play ball they can't play baseball. So I have taken it upon myself to get a plan together to present to the city board and area businesses who sponsor the teams and get a softball group together. I know it is going to take some time but with God's help and your prayers then you I know it will be a success!

New to this...

Ok, so bare with me while I get started with this. Thanks, Tina (SIL) for helping me get this thing started! I am going to leave it at this right now because my creativity is out the window right now! So, goodnight to everyone!